I'm Back!

So we FINALLY got our internet hooked up in the house. I feel like I have been on such a long hiatus that I have no idea where to start. We have everything pretty well set up, I am still waiting to get my piano from Drew's brother's house, but other than that we have everything pretty well moved. I started back to school today and that is sure to be challenging.
Today though, I feel like I can't really blog without saying something about Mrs. Beverly Easley. Most everyone who reads this blog is already aware that she passed away last night. I guess more than anything I am challenged and confused. I am challenged because I hope that when I die that people can say I was a godly woman. I hope people can say that I shared my faith and that I stayed strong in my walk with Him in spite of any adversity I faced. All these things can be said of Mrs. Beverly. As far as my confusion goes, I guess the confusion conflicts with my being challenged. I understand that the Bible says God's will is perfect. I understand that we don't have to understand, but wouldn't it help us with grief if we did? I know I am supposed to just trust that God has a plan for this and I realize that through her witness people may be saved, others getting into the kingdom of God is worth it, but I don't think it makes it any easier to understand. I am thankful that she is no longer suffering, and I am also thankful to have known her.